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Where Love Goes To Die

Jonathan Morris Schwartz
3 min readMay 31, 2021

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Or Live…

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Love always starts out torrential. Intense. Soul-stirring.

Bursting at the seams. Uncontrollable. Indelible.

Manic. Schizophrenic. Kind. Cruel. Evil. Magnetic.

It often culminates through a physical wearing out.

It moves around…the head, the heart, the soul.

It lives. Somewhere.

It feeds off itself and expands and grows.

And then, it fades.

Sometimes it shrinks like a cotton shirt that you still wear but is tighter.

Other times it burst like a balloon.

Where does it go?

It was there.

Nourished.

Well-intentioned.

Every day, a part of you wonders if it was seeping away so slowly you just couldn’t perceive it.

Until it hit you.

It feels like it’s gone.

In its place a void.

Perhaps a comfortable familiarity. A shell. A skeleton.

A different love.

For awhile you seek it. Your search for clues.

Did it die?

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Jonathan Morris Schwartz
Jonathan Morris Schwartz

Written by Jonathan Morris Schwartz

Jonathan Morris Schwartz is a speech-language pathologist writing about human relationships, love, politics, philosophy, and consciousness.

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